A LIFE OF REGRET
In a quiet night in 2022, Saul David Clavano experienced one of the most intense panic attacks that resulted in a long phase of questioning his existence. This new onset of existential dread would shatter his beliefs and confidence, putting his values into question and asking himself constantly "What was it all for?" Discover all of the intricate pieces, details and memories Saul pondered in 2022 in "A LIFE OF REGRET".
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Existential Dread will do that to you.
Writing about every - lesson, feeling, memory, relationship, story, that has contributed into creating his core fundamentals in understanding and caring for others.
Saul had a panic attack in the middle of the night in 2022 and now he’s writing music about everything. He has until he dies.
Saul is a SAP, who once upon a time gained a deep fixation on the movies “500 Days of Summer” & “La La Land”. He explored these “doomed romance” movies anytime he got dumped or ended a relationship and he came back to them frequently to find the lessons within the lines. These movies resonated deeply with him because he related heavily with the protagonists in the film. How can you pour so much of yourself into someone and not have that be returned?
Even though the journeys of the protagonists in both films eventually lead to the separation of them from their respective love interests, they both learn that while love hadn’t worked for them in the way that they had hoped for, the time they spent with that person in the first place had all the meaning and reason in the world. Sometimes you discover that the relationships you have in life are purely for character development. And you are a character needing to be developed.
Despite falling out of love and falling apart, there is still a passion that we all strive to fulfill and what Saul came to the realization to was that those passions have to be something you pursue on, commit to, and believe in on your own. You can have people and a romantic interest support you, but you can’t force someone to live that life.
Love is a complicated emotion no one ever speaks on candidly. People get love wrong in their relationships sometimes. It’s important to recognize when your “Love” is damaging and doing more harm in the relationship and to recognize when it’s time to call it quits.
Saul tackles and addresses these topics in his first project “MEN’S WRONGS”, an album about self discovery, toxic masculinity, and confronting your own mistakes.
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Beyond that,
Saul feels very strongly about “family dynamics”. Not limiting himself to writing about just “romantic relationships”, he tackles the conversation of the relationship between parent and child. How can a parent have you so haphazardly? How can you as an adult parent not see what it might look like through your own child’s eyes? How can you not realize your parenting is not parenting but rather controlling? What limitations are you putting on your child because of your attempted control?
Through his writing, he hopes to illustrate how detrimental and painful a life story something like that becomes to everyone involved. He hopes to illustrate the effects of this dynamic on the parents, the children, the brother, or sister, the friends, & the family, the community, and ultimately, culture and society.
HE WANTS TO BE A ROCKSTAR SO BAD
But bro is literally traumatized! Watch him gain his confidence back and ROCK THIS SH*T. Stream “MEN’S WRONGS” and “HORROR HOUSE” on Spotify!
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